Coincidences..??

Is there any coincidence in this world?

Or,, all of events happened to us are already set by Allah??

Is this a coincidence when my luvly friend and I started to fell uncomfortable in our office,, at almost at the same time??

Is this a coincidence when we both thinking about start a business instead of looking for another office-based-job?? :P

Is this a coincidence when my other friend offering private tutoring job for me whereas I consider to not extending my contract??

Is this a coincidence when the offer is exactly what I thought of activities I would do when I'm not becoming teacher here anymore??

Unfortunately,, because the offer is tutoring 3th grade of Senior High School students, I was not confident enough to accept it. Integral, matrix, bla bla bla... 0_o

Moreover, I think my teaching schedule is too tight. So, I already said no to my friend.

But, my friend texting me again yesterday. She told that she haven't got the tutor for the students. And because the students will have an exam for the next week, she asked me whether I have a free time tomorrow (which is today) to tutoring them at afternoon. Just for tomorrow. Just temporary. And because I only teach in the morning at Friday, I said yes.

Is this a coincidence when my friend haven't got the tutor whereas the students will have the exam next week??

Is this a coincidence when at Friday, I only teach in the morning??

And if everything are already written in Lauhul Mahfudz, even a single drop of rain or a fall of leaves, I'm asking again, is there any coincidence in this world??

Allah, please guide us..

Final Destination

Last month, two of my relatives died almost at the same time. One was my auntie from Ayah, died in the night of Eid Al Adha. The second was my uncle from Ibu (not real uncle, exactly,, kind of the husband of Ibu's cousin), died in 29th October, 2012.

Because of this almost-at-the-same-time circumstance, it reminds me of our closest friend. Our loyal friend. A friend that never really leave us. Death..

Usually, if we death, people who ever know us will remember about our life: what we did, what we said, what we told, how we treated them, etc.

Then, I am asking myself,, how will people remember me when I am already death?

Nobuhiro Watsuki in Samurai X write, "the quality life of someone could be determined by the numbers of mourners coming to  his/her death ceremony".

The next question is,, how many people who will come to my house when I die, praying for my forgiveness?

When I was in college, one of my senior said that death is a breaker of our grace in the Earth.

We would not meet our parents, our family, and our beloved friends anymore.

Since we are moslems, it is also known that death is not the end. Death is the beginning of our other life. The other life where we will be questioned about our life in the Earth. The other life where we will be asked about anything we did in the Earth.

And the last question is,, are we ready about that??

Am I ready about that??

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...Rabbana aatina fid dun yaa hasanah, wa fil akhiroti hasanah, wa qinaa ‘adzaban naar... Aamiin...